A little dark corner in the center of the universe, at the outter boundaries of life

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I should be packing for a long weekend starting tomorrow morning, a weekend with friends, lots of activities and probably fun as well. However, I'm sitting here, wondering if it's all worth it. I feel like giving the world the finger right now and tell everyone to go fuck him or herself.

The funny thing is that no one has done anything wrong, or deserves that kind of treatement. I really don't know why I feel like it, but I feel like I'm hiding in a dark corner and life is just passing by without even taking notice that I'm still around. You know, sort of being alive and dead at the same time. The only mails I receive are spam, and I don't interact with too much people these days. Playing solitary all day long can't be much of a healthy way to get through the day. And with each day passing, it gets harder to actually step up or out and take it all in my own hands : to actually do something, accomplish something.

I feel that small bit of creativity that I once possessed slowly drift further and further away, and being at a standstill when everyone races is very awkward. It's not that kind of standstill where you look around and wonder what is going on, what is the rush? It's the kind of "dropped dead right in the middle" standstill, one that I didn't ask for at all.

So, even though you don't deserve it, FUCK YOU. Don't take it personal. I'll be OK.

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Fuck You. Well, Fuck You right back at you.

Don't worry, you'll get through all this shit. Remember, it's only about one more year before we finally get mere the half of what we should get from our boss who fucked us six ways from sunday.

Don't worry, Be Happy

:-)

Thanks for the excellent and uplifting analysis, Zworkske :)

Hey
I know what you mean, I sometimes have that feeling also and then I want to go to St-Truiden and kill that bastard because there is also a little surprise he left us for when you start to work. If you change work in a normal way you receive all your money for the holidays you earned and when you start in another place after you gave your vakantieattest, the new boss will deduct the amount of money for your paid holidays from your wage. So there is again one month without paiement. But when you already have received that money there is no problem but when you don't like us IT'S FUCKING SHIT. The problem is that this way of handling is the only legal way so I just want to say that the fucking teethless oversexed dwarf wins again !!!!

ServeMe it looks like you deserve your Durbuy weekend !! Enjoy it !!

I agree, you deserve the weekend. Let go of all the shit that's going on in your head and try to have some fun man! Enjoy... *hugs*

I never feel that way, but FUCK YOU TOO! :) Hope that helps.

Hey, why the Hell not !!!

FUCK EVERYBODY

Seems like there's a lot of fucking going on in here

Wow, I haven't been this fucked in ages!
(or)
"I haven't been fucked like that since Grade School." --marla, fight club

Good luck getting through the shit, see you on the other side.

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