This is post number 920. If I think hard about it, I come to the conclusion that I have no life except my job. And my job both sucks majorly right now, and will probably be extinct in about a month.
Would that please me? Yes, in a way it certainly wood, but I fear that with the job, I'll also lose some people that I've grown rather fond of, and that doesn't please me at all.
In case you didn't notice yet, this is gonna be one hell of a whining post indeed. Why? Because I fuckin' can and feel like it. I'm tired (just returned from the pub where we had another tablesoccer competition game) and although I liked the presence of my friends and all the fun, I just couldn't concentrate or really get into it. We played cards and I did win quite a few hands, but didn't bother to count cards, and I even realised that in some games I was partnering up with the wrong person. That's about how distracted I am.
I got the brochure about the upcoming weekend in Drubuy as well, but even simple things like deciding what I'd like to do, or when I can/can't go on a weeked are too distant and difficult right now. I'll be thirty this year, and what have I accomplished?
I have a place of my own, but it is basically still owned by the bank for the next 12 years or so. Each month I pay nearly € 650 for it. Is it worth it? I guess so, but doubt it at the same time.
I make some good money in my job, but can't put anything aside due to the fact that I'm alone. I have to cover everything, all the time. No financial breaks for me.
I'm about to lose that job that used to be my life, and I don't know yet if I like that outcome or not.
I drive a nice car... but it's company owned. Same goes for mobile phone.
I used to have some spare cash on a savings account, but due to not getting paid, it's melting like snow in the sun.
I can be replaced anytime, and by anyone. Sure, I do have some value, but nothing special. What I know and am capable of can be done by anyone. Am I unique? I sure am... but I'm just as unique as the next individual.
Do I bore the hell out of you? I think so, and if you do too, you should have stopped reading when I told you about the whining part. You should have known better.
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