I've been back for a few hours now, after talking to flyingdoc about becoming a mod on the Skynet Forum(s). Yes, I'm happy, but at the same time it seems that the 'Help' section will be only moderated by Skynet personnel. Ofcourse, that makes sense since they have the resources to check on things happening at their side, and I can't for I'm just a regular customer. I was rather interested in helping out in the 'Help' Section coz I feel at home there, but no worries, I've layed hands on "Laughs/Jokes" and "Meet & Greet" sections, so I'll have enough stuff to do. Right now some shit is coming down coz Skynet closed incoming port 25 connections (effectively closing all illegal and unauthorized mailservers) so things are a bit rough, but everything will clear up soon I hope.
I've (re)started working on something, but it's too soon to tell what the outcome will be. I'm scared and excited at the same time. It's like jumping of a cliff and not knowing if the safety net will be there. Call me a romantic fool, call me a scared weazel, (btw : weazels are not scared at all. They are just as ferrets carnivores and hunters, but also sweet as candy!) or call me anything you want. I'm going for it. If I slam my face into a brick wall, so be it. One can't be blamed for trying, and one can't just ignore the call of one's heart, even if the mind tells different.